The cry baby has stopped crying t'night.
But your girlfriend hasn't.
How weak's that?

Don't, ever, do or even try,
To strip me off of my entitled wilfulness and demands for love when it doesn't go through.

It bears sweat & blood to make you comfortable and well.

So learn to appreciate, and actually mean it.

.

I've had 2 nightmares consequtively last night.

I was really terrified and in them I had to do betray myself to keep alive, to avenge for myself.

It was really scary.

.

But then I woke up to seeing Mig right beside me.
Knowing I was right there, in his warm and cosy cuddle.

.

I knew right then.

There's not another place I would rather be.

.

I Love You.

A Fake Christmas Post
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School sucks.

But Imma glad it's kinda "over" for the time being.
Cos I really needed this period of time to meet up with my lovely ones! :)

Haven't been taking pictures lately!
Because I figured it was time to get rid of my gotta-take-pics-no-matter-what syndrome.

But I've been enjoying myself so much lately! :) :) :)
especially time spent with muai darling mig (=^_^=)

Anyways, went Parkway with Danica for some gossips & starbucks :)





When they first named it the Mushroom THICK Burger,
They weren't joking! ;p

Idk why everyone's surprised at how much love I have for MEAT.
Yes MEAT, (no puns intended) but even if there's pun intended, I still love it heh heh heh!



Danica freaked out a lil when I dragged her onto the x'mas carriage!
WHY BABE WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!

It does make us look cute doesn't it hehehe.. ;p



I want oO want some krrrrazy nails! :D



P.S. This x'mas is gonna be a really special one :)
I can barely wait or contain muai excitement :)

P.P.S. Yes boy, I Love You and ONLY YOU!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gonna jam tgt soon!

L O V E is...
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Seeing beyond the imperfections.
Arriving at unforgettable destinations.



L O V E doesn't have to be complicated to be real.

L O V E is Mutual Trust.
It's Tolerance & Forgiveness.

It's G'Morning I Love You :)

It's gazing into my eyes, and taking my breath away.
It's holding tightly onto me, as if afraid I'd slip or fade away.



It's spotting me amongst the crowd.
It's healing my wounds with the magical seal.



It's kissing me even when Imma dirty and weary.
It's reassuring me that you'll always be here for me, with your shoulder & sufficient tissues.



It's making goofy faces together, being silly together.



It's showering me with concerns and taking care of me, when you're not obliged to.



It's a matter of the heart.
It's when the distance tries to come between us but in vain.


It's taking away my fears, and instilling courage in me.
It's feeling like home, wherever we may be, just as long as you're here with me.



It's putting arms around me.



It's catching me when I fall.
(And sometimes, literally ;)



It's an invisible bond, that is in fact containing so much more.



It's G'Night I Love You Too :)

Truth be told, I don't exactly know what L O V E is.
But the good thing is, I don't have to know it to feel its presence

T'day's not a special day.
But Imma feeling very much loved :)

And yes, Imma ending with this hugeass photo again :)

)@^$%($#)_*_&%@%&$^@*()@&)#(@ !
The weekend's here, like finally!

It's time for some good snuggles !
*inserts drooling face & bf here*
I think I deserve some after the long and stressful week aye! :)

Damsel in Distress ;p



Been feeling a lil down lately (='__'=)

School's been good, except for the unpleasant hours..
Not only that Imma deprived of sleep to a great deal,
Imma very much affected by the fact that I don't have time to spend with my gfriends :(

Sun 15th Nov 4.05AM

Last night I could actually see with my own eyes,
and feel with my own senses and skin,
how much you're loving me.

I know it's not easy, for a tough guy like you to unveil and understand my emotions.
But thanks for the overflowing tolerance, boy :)
Thanks for loving me as a whole.

P.S. Mig, I Love You, So Much :)

The Airport Affairs.
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I've always loved the airports more than the usual shopping malls :)
Maybe it's had something to do with me flying around alot as a kid.

Now that I don't fly as much,
I just took the time to realize that life ain't as pretty or carefree as it used to feel.

But nevertheless, it's still good :)
And I took leave for the morning class to see my army boys off t'day! :)



Carrying a camera has become such a chore!
So I'm just making do with my little Black Berry :)
& I love just how grainy the pictures appear to be! :)

TATA DICKSON!
(the BFF even had a short post dedicated to me before he left!)
http://dzys.tumblr.com/post/236534043/muse-a-guiding-light-a-source-of-inspiration

Take care & I'll see you guys real soon :)



The boys are in the Kangaroo Land right now!
They're at where the Poisonous Snakes are!



You know, maybe why a part of me is so fond of the airport is that,
When you're there, be it seeing your loved ones off or they seeing you off,
The excitement for a foreign country, the aniticipation of the returning of our lovelies,
It's where and when all the uncommon emotions come rolling in :)

Departures feel like deaths.
You get separated in two different lands,
But the biggest difference is, they get to come back :)

Am I making sense t'night?
Cos Imma really tired these days.
Physically, as well as emotionally.

P.S. Relationship's a little bumpy as of late.
Too much sweeteners have been put in beforehand,
Now Imma just waiting for my good glucose to be restocked.

Because boy, I spent so much time attending to your needs that I've actually neglected mine.
I can't really pin point the problem because I don't really know what went wrong.
I hope everything's gonna be fine when Thursday night comes.

Just gimme my daily needed dose of Mocha and I should be fine. For now.

G'night :(

ALWAYS BE MY BABY :)
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Lemme be the one, telling you it's okay.
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
Lemme be the one, loving you when you're weak
For all the strength you need, you can come to me.

It's been somewhat a stressful & packed week.
And last night, after heartlessly leaving the unfinished essay to mig,
I left for the airport at midnight for some last minute catch up with ABBYZHOU before she took off.

She's leaving for good.
But she promised that she'll be back for visit next year :)

说好不哭的 你怎么哭了呢？
亲爱的 我们一定还会见面的 :)

Is it jus me?
Or does the food really taste better with you around :)

虽然我们从认识到现在 只有短短的15个月
不过我总觉得已经长大了许多　
跟你在一起　中文想不进步也不行了呵呵

周小B　我们说好的　不会忘记你的 :)

I know I don't say it, but I do hope that you can feel it,
That you do matter to me, and that I do love you :)

Always.

❤ABBY's DOLCE VITA 21ST! ❤

After dreading the adulthood for quite some time,
I decided to simply embrace the new age and make a sweet celebration out of it :)

Nothing beats having all my darling faces up in the Swissôtel's highest suite,
making sure that every one of these sweethearts are enjoying themselves,
and drinking to their hearts' content :)



My backstage helping crew for the evening :)







To start off our lil partayyy,
we had a bottle of Baileys while waiting for the guests to arrive :)





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♥ HUIJIN baked me a Chocolatey Cakey!



Apparently by the time this picture was taken,
I was already half gone and dear had to hold me up to cut the cake (>.<")

According to the babes, they've sung me birthday song & I've cut my cake THREE times!
But the sad thing is that I don't remember any of it :(





But I do remember the part whereby ♥Huijin said: "YOU CUT YOUR CAKE ALREADY!"
And right after which I think I just fell and went into unconsciousness..

And the sweetie pair carried me to the bed ;p



Somehow I regained my energy and went off to disturb the looooong gone ♥BFF hehehe.







Too much mixture of the various liquors taught me a valuable lesson..
For the first time ever, I vomited and twice in a row :( :(
It wasn't pretty & it definitely wasn't a fun thing to do.

And horror of all horrors!
Dear still kissed me after I vomited!

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!



On the other side of the suite, the vain babes were camwhoring!







The twinnies in crime ;p







How many people do you see in this picture? 3?
THINK AGAIN! hahahahhahahahahhahaha.





The lovey dovey couple that came with a naked toy jelly bat ;p





I effing ♥ the bathroom!
BECAUSE THIS IS THE VIEW FROM THE BED ;)

YES, THE VIEW FROM THE BED, IS THE BATHTUB HAHAHA ;p





Muai sis & bro-in-law, who were practically glued to the bed the whole night!









(In the earlier stage where I was busy trying to get everyone tipsy)




♥


THE GONE CASE AWARD OF THE NIGHT GOES TO... ♥DICKSON CHEW!

Abbyzhou left the hotel when she could barely stand on her feet lol.
But ♥BFF was the scariest la!
BECAUSE HE FOAMED!


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Thanks for the coolest birthday ever!
And I love uu babes so so much ♥!
I loved it even though there was noise complaint and pukes and knock outs,
I had so so much fun la!

Muacks!

幸福です (:
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(This is a pre-set entry)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
MUAI MATURE 21ST AT SWISSHOTEL :)

Love Makes The World Go Round :)
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Did my HALLOWEEN themed acrylic nails t'day!
Am madly in love with them :) :) :)

Let's hope the clumsy me ain't gonna have them destroyed before my birthday!



Thanks for everything mig, I really appreciate it :)

Finally met my darling abbyzhou after what felt like a really long time!
Went Starbucks to visit HUIJIN & she "stole" for us mocha lattes! :)



Ran into the sweetie whom we were on our way to visit :D



Been trying my best to juggle well my family, the loved ones & fun :)
Expectations are thrown all over the place, I'm still only a lost learner along the way.

But because I believe, that everything's gonna be better from now onwards,
they are gonna be :)



Life's good, because we aren't alone :)

[R] is for [R]UBINI :)
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T'day is the day that the sweetie pie turns 20!
And we've had the mini celeb held at Brinda's :)



Sunflower for the bright and cheery :)



This is the Rubi that I've always known,
The babe who's got "sweetheart" written all over her! :)



And I just looooooove how she calls out my name!
With that touch of a fun princess and the cutest upward drag of "abbeeeeeeeeeeee"!

Rubi & Danica :)


❤



ABBY: *Munches*
RUBI: *Steals a kisS!*



Imma supposed to look like as if I was more interested in the cake than in the babe ;p
But then the photo just goes to show that Imma hopeless at acting right :(



THE CUTEST EXPRESSION OF RUBI!
& Imma so glad Danica caught it :D


Loose thread alert Danica, loose thread alert!



Seeing how often Rubi wears that signature charismatic smile throughout the night,
Makes me feel that the all those rushings and exhaustions were all so worth it! :)

Hope you've had a fun time with us babe, 'cause I know I did :)

THIS IS MY BFF, DICKSON CHEW :D



T'day,
He woke up in the earliest of morning to crash muai class with me! :)
He Sakae Sushi'ed with me.
He Starbucks'ed with me.
He TCC'ed with Wanqi & me.
He 500 Days Of Summer'ed with CC, Wanqi & me.

Behind that bitchy front of his, lies a sugarcoated heart.
With a spray of cream, and a cherry topped,
That's how Dickson's made :)

Just a Random Update :)
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School has started for a couple of days now.
To me it has always been a love/hate place to be in.

And it just ain't the same without the lovely ones with me.

But it's been better :)
'Cause I've been bringing friends to crash my class with me :)!

And t'day it was Amimi's turn! :D

Truth be told, I've been travelling in and out of depression very much lately.
And the tormenting school hours just didn't help.

I know it has something to do with the prayer I've had few days back.
I got so frustrated and mad, thinking I can't even have that little control over my little life.

But it all became so clear to me last night.

And the biggest difference was that, this time I didn't go into hiding :)
I told God I didn't want a smooth life, and He has shown me the alternative way.
It's gonna be a bumpy ride ahead.

It's only through the past mistakes that I'm able to gain that needed strength.
And only with supports from these lovely ones that I will actually achieve something.

AND THIS IS WHAT AMIMI & I ACHIEVED IN CLASS T'DAY! HEHE...



awwww....





Such cuties right ;p

Then we went over to Far East Plaza to visit the 小豆 ROACH PRINCESS ;)
AND I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN OVER HOW THEY SAID BYE TO EACH OTHER LOL
It was all so... BUMMED OUT ;p

(I just realized how bad the expression looked >.<")

OHMYDAVYJONES!
CAN YOU SEE THAT?!

WE'RE ON CAMERA! :D

(cctv also tv hor.)


Had Nana Thai with Amimi,
It's quite disappointing and probably no taste buds can detect the Thai elements in it >.<"





gotta get this motto engraved deeply in mind.
NEVER SAY DIE, Right? :)

Depressed, like it's nobody's business.

I'm just not ready,
To let go of the past,
To embrace the new & the strange.

What happened to my "I didn't used to need a reason to be happy"?

Happy Deepavali :)
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Finally my life is insured (>.<") !
After having the insurance contracts done, off to Nithya's for Deepavali :D

My disobedient fringe makes me look like as if I'm balding!
Or or.. AM I?!

*runs off to get insurance for hair*



The vintage bearbear chain.
It looks so worn out under the flash of the camera.

Draws my thoughts to how some people have weathered so much rains and storms,
yet still standing strong.



Nithya is so fun to talk to ;)
Being the typical Scorpions, our favourite topic is definitely relationships, Relationships & MORE RELATIONSHIPS ;p





Off to mig's house and we caught The Wedding Singer.
It's been so long since I've last had such a peaceful night :)
No tempers, no tantrums, no foul attitudes.

It's like every pore of ours have grown so used to each other.
It couldn't have been more comfortable :)

*Although into the dusk he actually woke me up to listen to my snore that he'd recorded!*

I thought that was really mean :(
& I sounded like a cow with breathing problems (-___-")

Cooked curry chicken rice for Amimi & myself t'night :D
Although it didn't turn out as nice as I'd expected, it was a good attempt right :)

GOOD MORNING, WORLD!

Do you know?
That breakfasts taste better when stolen! :D

♥ HUIJIN'S SPONGY 21ST :)
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Paid lulu babe a visit at her event location in Tampines yesterday.
Her cosplay character was Xiao Qiao from the Dynasty Warriors!



I know my face spells of much uneasiness in the picture below,
Cos im an awfully camera shy person! ;p



Had a really late lunch with Kew at Sakae Sushi,
And did a little catching up before he flies off for autralia on monday.

He said I've changed so much.
But I didn't ask him if it was a good thing,
Probably because I don't want to be told the so called truth,
I don't want to be affected by what he has to say,
And I DON'T want to go back to square one, over my dead body.



Check out the old school camera that he bought!
Sometimes his enthusiasm for odd things is really hard to comprehend lol.



HEHEHE ♥ !
Headed down to Huijin's new crib for her 21st to celebrate her newly found old womanhood!



The naughty Birthdaygirl who refused to take a proper photo!



Tried to recreate a certain photo that we've taken before with BFF :)
(Dickson Chew & Abigail He share sibling faces?!
Crystal says so lol >.<")





Fruity Birthday Cake with Creamy Chocolates and a Crunchy Hazulnut base :D



And then it was picture time again :D





I love birthday parties because it brings people together :)
It was really nice seeing Joy and Daryl and all again :)



The PEE MONSTER.
The cuddly ball kept biting me with its cute little "fangs" ;p





The self-claimed spongebobs ;p
SpongeJin & SpongeNith :D







Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh then they put several drinks into different syringe
And make Huijin draw any 10 to down :)





HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOMAN!
I had a great time last night :) :) :)

P.S. a big thank you to Dickson the BFF :)
Turned to BFF when my relationship problem crept up and bit me.

Its seems that I've lost my sensitivity towards people around me.
I was so caught up in wanting a perfect ending to everything that I've overlooked so many of my loved ones.

But I promise, that all these muddle headed days will soon poof into the thin air :)
Imma gonna become someone you can be proud of :)

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